Thursday, March 4, 2010
Mood: Speechless
Msn: ...
Music: Park Shin Hye - Without words
"Why does it hurt like this? Why does it keep hurting? Except for the fact that I can't see you and you're not here, everything is the same as before."
"I'm crying out to you but you can't hear me because I'm crying out to you only in my heart. What should I do? What should I do? You're the only one for me."
- You're Beautiful.
Where ever you are, I'm bound to find you someday.. Something that will always be in my heart. Love this drama to bits. (L)
It's 9:57 PM
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Mood: ...
Msn: Bao To and Cindy Huynh
Music: AJ Rafael - 500 Days
"So the truth came out, you promised someone else the love that I was pouring out for you. When you went away, I couldn't get you out of my mind. Oh, I was broken down for you."
Didn't do much today except for trying to do my homework but didn't really get that far. Grghh, something is seriously wrong with my layout again, the text in the quotation box has somehow gone off centered now. Weirdddd. Well, not into blogging lately, I don't know what to say really. I've been over thinking on quite a lot of things these past few months, got a massive head ache at the moment just from the thinking. Blehh, feelings so sick and I'm feeling quite sleepy. Blades Of Glory is on at the moment. I love this movie, it brings back so many memories of how when it first came out and we watched it at the cinemas. It was a great movie and still is. "Dreams can never way you down. No, Dreams are in your sleep!" Lmao, classic quotation from the movie. Rofl and the one where Chad and Jimmy argues. "Get out of my face." "No, I'll get inside your face." AHHAHA, what a smart comeback. The Winter Olympics are still on at the moment and yeah, I love Kim Yu Na. Watching her skate is so beautiful, it makes me feel so touched by watching her on television and the story of how she got to where she is is truly an inspiration. It just shows you how we're all capable of achieving our dreams no matter how bad our life is. Okaye I'm off to watch Blades Of Glory and do some homework now, laters. The End. (L)
It's 7:41 PM
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Mood: ...
Msn: ...
Music: Paolo Nutini - Last Request
"Grant my last request and just let me hold you. Don't shrug your shoulders, lay down beside me. Sure I can accept that we're going no where but one last time let's go there, lay down beside me."
This song is just so perfect from all perspectives, I love the lyrics and this song really gets to me and makes me want to break down. Like some songs just sound so true that it makes you believe every word within it's concept if you know what I mean? Got it off watching So You Think You Can Dance, LoL I love that show, best shit ever. Anyways, cross country is tomorrow and I'm really not in the mood of doing it like fuckkkk, each year I get worse and worse at it because I'm so unfit and like grghhh, I really don't want to do it. Every time I think about it, it makes me sad and I get that feeling in my stomach. At the moment, I feel very moody, extremely moody in fact. I don't know what to say but then yeah, just not in the mood for anything and thinking about a lot of things out of no where. So many distractions and its doing my head in, I don't want to over think it all but whatever. Feeling really moody right now and having this guttered feeling out of no where, I don't know. I guess perhaps the fear of doing cross country tomorrow is a bit too over whelming for me Lmao. I'm kidding, not really actually. Well yeah, I don't know where I'm heading with this entry, I have nothing to talk about today. I do in some way but then, narh no thanks. Just gonna be repeating myself in each and every entry I post up, that shit is so boring. I guess just typing down every little thought I have is boring too but at least its not the same shit every time. The End. (L)
It's 8:46 PM
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Mood: Stressed
Msn: Brandon Hang, Heng Ngov, Joanne Lam and Karly Diec
Music: Brutha - Be With You
"See when the rain falls on my window and the thunder crashes on my ceiling, it brings back the utmost feeling of the day I saw you leaving."
Actually, I'm not stressed out anymore. Rofl, I got so carried away with Msn that I totally forgot I was blogging. So yeah, maths test was today and for fuck sakes the things in the test wasn't even the stuff I studied so god damn hard for. I was seriously so stressed out throughout the test. Seriously, I had never in my life tried so hard for something, I was so committed and everything too. Never in my life had I ever wanted to do good in something so badly, this usually goes for textiles not maths but this time, I put all my devotion into maths and it failed on me. This makes me want to give up on maths for life. Anyways, MOOD SWING. LoL, I actually don't want to go into details talking about that shit anymore coz I'm honestly over it already. Like whatever, not like panicking over it now would do any good, its not gonna change anything. Ngaww, they're going library tomorrow. Well I shouldn't complain coz I did reject them LoL. Just not in the mood to go anywhere lately, I want to take this chance to relax my mind for a bit. Just want to be on my own for a while, it makes me think way too much hanging out with people. Oh my god, my foods getting cold. Whatever, that's it for the day. The End. (L)
It's 8:46 PM
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Mood: ...
Msn: ...
Music: Brutha - Be With You
"What I gotta do to be with you? Cause I'll do anything. I know this don't matter for you, I'll give up everything. You don't believe me, then watch me prove of what you mean to me and the way my pen and paper swear to never sing again."
Hmm, should I go with the updates or hit you with the "emo" talk? Either way, I'm still too lazy to blog lately so I'll just go with whatever. Okaye, so yesterday morning I went to get my seconds done, ear piercing that is. Got it done for $25 in total, LoL I finally experienced what it feels like to get my ears pierced which surprisingly felt like nothing. After that, went home to relax a bit and then Karly came over so we can go library to meet up with Philip. Lmao we spent like around 3 hours there and farrr out, Phil gave up on teaching me. Am I really that dumb? My old tutor had given up on me, other people has too and now him. LoL am I really that dumb that the whole world has given up on teaching me maths? Karly also got her fringe cut so yeah, HAHA it got stuffed up hard. Afterwards, went back to my house. She went home to shower and shit. Natalie came over around 5, went Karly's house for a bit. Then her family took me and Natalie out to eat at Noodle house around 6 something. After that, we went to Fairfield showground finally. I swear it was so boring at first because all the others wanted to do was walk around and chit chat. We finally got to ride on the Ranger and shit LoL, high light of the night for sure. Anyways, I'm feeling pretty stressed out lately. The maths thing and all the other crap, over thinking it all I guess. I'm pretty tired right now so I'm not gonna bother to even go there with all the details and all. Its so boring to talk about the same shit over and over again so whatever. The End. (L)
It's 5:20 PM
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Mood: ...
Msn: ...
Music: ...
Not really up for blogging lately so if you want to know about my boring life, talk to me in reality. Well the ones who do should already know whats up with me lately. So yeah, whatever. The slightest thing honestly pisses the fuck out of me, I know I shouldn't be pissed off but what can I say? Some things are just meant to be pissed off at. If you seriously can't see through the scenario that I'm on about, then you're just one of them. I'm one of those people who make things extremely obvious, takes a total dumb ass to seriously not get the message. Honestly, are you playing around with my life or what? Bloody hell. The guy who told my dad to start work tomorrow just canceled it last minute because the current guy working isn't leaving anymore. How much more shit do you have to put us through huh? Isn't this fucking enough already? At times like these, it really makes me question what on earth did I ever do in my life to ever deserve all the shit that I've gone through for the past 2 years and so. Yeah okaye, going through shit will make you learn, fair enough. But haven't I learnt enough already? - Sighs - Anyways, enough with the emo talk for the day, heres a little something different.
Daily Horoscope: February 16, 2010You're not in the best position to get people back on track - your energy is building up now and you can't make them see what needs to be done. Wait for one more day before taking action.
What a horoscope I have there. LoL gosh I hate how when they tell you your lucky time of the day, its always an effed up time, something like 4AM in the morning. Well for once I got a decent time which was 6PM, but nothing special happened. Was watching the Simpsons meant to be lucky? LoL horoscopes are so weird, its scary how sometimes they get everything so on the spot. Ngaww, I'm meant to be doing my homework which I haven't been doing much. Hmm, I had enough for the day. The End. (L)
It's 7:45 PM
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Mood: Sick
Msn: Billy Dy
Music: Tenth Avenue North - Let It Go
"Well its hard enough to hear, harder still to move beyond this fear. We know theres nothing I can bring so what do you want from me?"
Farr out, I got a damn runny nose right now. Feeling extremely sick at the moment and the runny nose is pretty much pissing me off a little. My throat is hurting like crazy because of the yelling after school, you know, mum + webcam problems = yell my ass off. Yeah, always trying so hard to explain it to her but she never gets it, very annoying. HAHHAHA me and Billy are talking about funny shit on Msn, things like "Suck shit day" to celebrate the single life, a chance to tell those suckers who are tied down on a relationship to suck shit. Like seriously, Valentine's Day can get fucked. Just another excuse for single people to feel lonely. Ohhh, watching Family Guy at the moment. Hmm, well yeah. I'm feeling really sick right now and I'm not really into blogging today. The End. (L)
It's 10:16 PM
