Friday, February 5, 2010
Mood: ...
Msn: Gary Le and Randy Tran
Music: Tenth Avenue North - Let It Go
So, on my downstairs computer right now. Well you guys should know the reason why by now if you're a follower of mine. Wow, it sure was raining a hell of a lot today. Mmm, for visual arts homework, we have to draw a portrait of ourselves from the mirror reflection. I can't do realism, last time I tried it, it was terrible Lmao. Erhh, I'm pretty tired right now but yeah. I hope to get my computer back soon, its so uncomfortable to be in the living room. It hurts my left shoulder for some reason in this position I'm sitting in. Ohh yeah, I trimmed my fringe last night. Looks pretty alright, just the way I like it. Hoping to grow out my mullet layers at the top and get layered hair again. This year, in attempt to save money for the family, I am going to cut my own hair for the whole year and not go hair dresser's at all. Well, unless I stuff up really bad right? HHAHA, well this year, I will not because I'm growing out my hair so wouldn't have much cutting anyways. Only like a little trim here and there. Wooooooow, in a few days time, I'm going to turn 16, as in sweet 16. Shittttt, how fast is life? I've always thought that life was going by too slowly but to come and think of it, its going way too fast. There's just ain't enough time for me to do things that I want to, this is why I'm always ending up in regrets. I want things to slow down a little. I've got a lot of things on my mind this year and maybe maturity is taking over me just a little, its really gotten into me. All I have is this education of mine and my future is starting to appear, so if I don't make the most of it now, I'll have nothing. I don't know, going through this whole concept of change on my own is just stressing. Like who is there to turn to for such answers that even god can't answer? I just noticed something, I'm so easily drifted away lately. As in I daydream or over think things easily all the time. Maybe theres something bothering me but I just can't seem to put my finger on it or maybe its just a random urge kind of thing. Whatever it is, it actually pisses me off. Just thinking about it pisses me off so I don't think its such a great idea so thats it for the day. The End. (L)
It's 5:06 PM